Break ups are hard. HARD. Why did no one tell me this??
Also – today is the year anniversary of top surgery. What a weird, intense year it’s been. Like the worst year, peppered with some really amazing stuff. I keep thinking about how important it is to have accessible and adequate healthcare for trans people – I’ve never had much success navigating the public health system as a trans person, and it’s had such a big, negative impact on my life. Being able to get on hormones and have top surgery has made an immeasurably positive difference in my life, and I’m really grateful for being able to have alternatives available, but I’m aware that’s not something everyone has. So my wish for the next year is for accessible trans healthcare.
I’m sorry you’ve been dealing with all these waves! I hope you find plenty of pieces and peace soon!