I’ve decided to add an extra page to this, after this one, because this feels too emo to end on this note.

TRANSCRIPT

Panel 1:

(This comic is drawn entirely in black and white.)

Younger Sam: (A person wearing a white singlet, who is facing the viewer, but looking up and to the side. Eyebrows are lowered and pushed together slightly, mouth is open, with slightly downturned edges. Arms are crossed across chest.) Ok I get your point.

(The background is white, with black lines woven atop it.)

 

Panel 2:

Younger Sam: (A person wearing a white singlet and white trousers, who is facing the viewer while standing in a blob of white, against an otherwise black background. Eyebrows are drooping and mouth is open, with downturned edges. Arms are bent out at the elbows, palms facing up and fingers bent slightly.)

(There are 5 captions. The first reads:) Why do I feel so awful about it then?

(The second reads:) Why does she make me feel this way?

(The third reads:) Why do I find her so amazing?

(The forth reads:) Why am I so ashamed?

(The fifth reads:) Why am I different?

 

Panel 3:

Younger Sam: (A person who is facing the viewer, but looking up and to the side, with slightly lowered eyebrows and an open mouth, which has downturned edges.) Maybe it’s just that I can see how amazing she is…if people could see her through my eyes they’d understand.

 

Panel 4:

Younger Sam: (A person who is facing the viewer, but looking down and to the side, with one eyebrow lowered slightly and the other raised slightly. Mouth is open, with slightly downturned edges.) It’s not weird or perverse at all. It’s just love.

 

Panel 5:

Younger Sam: (A person who is sitting on the ground, facing the viewer but looking up and to the side. Eyebrows are pushed together slightly and mouth is closed, with downturned edges. Arms are crossed across chest, legs are bent up at the hips and down at the knees. There is a squiggly line and a word next to Younger Sam’s head, the word reads:) *sigh.*

 

Panel 6:

Younger Sam: (A person who is sitting on the ground, facing the viewer, but looking down, with head bent forward slightly. Eyebrows are raised and pushed together slightly and mouth is open, with downturned edges. Arms are crossed across chest, legs are bent up at the hips and down at the knees.) It’s not fair.

 

Panel 7:

Younger Sam: (A person who is facing the viewer, but with a lowered head and closed eyes, which are overflowing with tears. Arms are crossed across chest, legs are bent up at the hips and down at the knees.)